I’m 19 going on 20 with plugs now; I was bullied throughout my years of middle school and some high school. I was around 15-16 when I was first being bullied by this girl and her army of 4. I was being called names, told I was fat, ugly and dumb. One day she got the courage to come up to me and tell me off, though she did, I stood there still and scared. I was a shy person back then, minded my own business, a nerd, practically a geek. I was out in the field when this happened. Me and a couple of my friends were with me, they didn’t say anything but they were there by my side. This other girl whom I did not know at all sees that I’m being bullied. She gets her courage all riled up and stood up to her. Ever since that day me and that girl have been best friends for 7years. I was never depressed about it or did any self harm, I never let it get to me and it didn’t. That’s my story, but just recently my niece came over my house, now SHE’S getting bullied! When she told me half of her school is bullying her, calling her names, she can’t even walk to the bathroom without being scared. I broke into tears inside because I saw myself in her. Now I’m gonna be attending over at her school in Perris, CA. and talk to those kids, they should know that words hurts and they don’t realize it until its too late. I will not let any of those kids hurt her. She means everything to my family, she’s so bright and young. This shouldn’t even be happening. Thank you for reading this, I too wanted to say your not really alone in this. If your a bystander please help them, I know I would.
I’m wasted youth.
He makes me feel infinite.
Proud of myself.
You have no idea.
I love you.
I’ve stepped on water with broken tears. That’s a big puddle. they’re not mine. I’d drown in mine.
You are my ray of sunshine, where light shines down on my face, when I run you make my soul mouth watering, a feature to hold and keep.
Take notice before my heart closes.
I miss you. a lot. I tell you all the time but I mean it. I mean everything I say to you. Do you not?
You think I’d wait a thousand seasons and holidays for you?
You think I’m that broken for you?
You think I love you.. no comment, you’d have to tell me that yourself.
It’s about time you asked me.
What do people do when they’re stressed out? Smoke up, Drink up, Cancer sticks etc; today I straight out told my mom that I smoke weed. Why would I tell her that? Because I don’t hide shit from her. It sucks that you can smoke for your fucking stress and you can’t let me!? You want me to drink alcohol instead you bitch! Wow! Yes! Tell my dad “your own husband” that I wanna go to my friends house, I thought we were cool until you did that. I am SO beyond pissed that your fucking doing that to me. I’m done with your fucking shit.
Fuck off, have a nice fucking life and day. Peace out